A Super-Woman's Diary

Okay so this post won't be long at all. I am writing it as I am getting ready for work, and some how I just can't get this ish off my mind. This past Saturday I had to work and I didn't get off until around 4pm. Well I was supposed to attend a fabulous wedding on the Gold Coast and I had yet to get a gift. Well I had it all planned out that after work I was going to swing on by the house slip into something fabulous, swing on by my favorite department store, pick up a great gift and make the reception at least. Well my girl called me at work and asked me was I still coming and I told her that I will be running late. I told her that I had yet to pick up a gift and she offered to pick one up for me. 1st mistake I told her what I was looking for and I arranged to pay her when I got to the wedding. When I got home I called her to check on the progress of the gift she was buying and she didn't answer the phone. Well, since I was already running late and I absolutely hate bei...

Email From Linny: Subject: Every Woman Should Know A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra. (1 out of 2 ain't bad...right?) A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...One friend who always makes her laugh... And one who lets her cry... (check) A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...A good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family ...(check) A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE at least 4 matching plates, Wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored. (check) A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...A feeling of control over her destiny ...(damn...) EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love without losing herself ...(I don't know if I totally agree with this here one...) EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... HOW TO QUIT A JOB, BREAK UP WITH A LOVER AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP ...(check) EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... When to try harder ... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY .(working on it) EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... That she can...

13 Msgs on Myspace from total jerks. 12 Were pretty suggestive. 11 Minutes went by before the phone rang...I wanted to scream! 10 Days until my youngest nephews birthday!!!! Awwww Jaylend:) 09 Days until pay day. Don't come asking for any money ...(tee hee) 08 Pairs of stockings left in the drawer. 07 Boxes to start packing with. 06 Is how old my nephew will be...he's growing up so fast. 05 Minutes til I fall asleep at this computer. 04 Mice I found in the past 5 months...I'm so sick of this place! 03 Times we talked today...that's pretty good don't you think? 02 More Weeks until Wicked! And... 01 More day until I view my new apartment! It's been a long time coming *sigh of relief* Tick Tock...Tick Tock U.W.R.A:)

Okay so when I first started blogging, I was using this template that I am using now. I loved it at first sight because it was Pink. It didn't have any fancy shmancy graphics or none of that...it was pink and I loved it. Well I found this new template called "Top Secret" it look like an FBI file folder and I loved it. That is until it gave me the heebeedabageebees! I couldn't get that thing to act right worth a darn. So I went back to my throwback from the gate template...hey! that rhymed:) Anyway, to mark this occasion...I am posting a throwback revelation as well...enjoy! 08.22.05 Summer Of Sommerio, An Ode To Him...* A Spoken Word Post* (singing) How could an angel break my heart? Why didn't he catch my falling star(singing)...and make wish? Man I'm pissed! right now - at how - this manchild could go to such lengths to shut me out - without a doubt he captured me, cultivated me...I was caught! In a web of lies and deceit - I was trying to be discreet and m...

"I'd stuff myself into your reason/I'd lye real close and cling/I'd get small I'd even crawl for the madness you would bring/Find comfort in your tangled words/I'd be sharper then your grief/I'd gather up into the dust all of your fears/And live in the corners of what you believe/What you believe/I'd conjure up a second heart/To handle your sweet pain/I'd love you so hard/Other folks would have to strain to hear/Become your shadow and haunt/Every day of you walk/Don't you want/Just a taste/This sickness is a mutant bliss/It's a slow steady shaking into thinking/I'd evaporate without your hate/To remind I'm still here/I'm still here/I'd conjure up a second heart to handle your sweet pain/I'd love you so hard/Other folks would have to strain to hear/I'll become your shadow and haunt/Everyday of your walk/Don't you want/Just a taste." Sweet Pain by Cree Summer Okay, so I just came in from the most wonderful t...

Okay so I was at work today and I was feeling fine...you know like any other day...Then all of a sudden this feeling of sadness just engulfed me like an inferno. I began to cry and literally could not stop. Well eventually I got a grip on myself and things got back to normal. Then after work I took a stroll through the mall, not to make a purchase which I am proud to announce was a success! Anyway, as I was peering into the Macy's window like a friggin peeping tom, I saw someone who I thought I would never see in a million years. He literally looked the same as he did the last time I saw him. I mean it was almost as if he was wearing the exact same outfit he was wearing when we said what was to be our final "see you" Well once I snapped out of the whole starring thing, I gathered my thoughts and darted off in the opposite direction of Macy's all together. (See I told you I didn't buy nothing) I walked so fast back to my car and sat there all slumped down in the d...

"I told you I don't see you that way. I'm sorry. I just don't see you in that way Phillip, I see you as a good friend someone to talk to. Why can't you understand that? Then you get quite and upset when I tell you how I feel....Phillip, Phillip?" Click! He hung up on me...Wow! How do you tell someone that you are just not into them the way they are into you? How do you get someone to realize that they will never be anything more to you then a friend? I thought I had it all figured out. But I realize I don't. I mean he is a nice guy and all, I just don't see him like that. I see him as my buddy pal, you know the guy that I tell things to and share thing with. He is not my best friend or anything but we have a lot in common. We attend the same church and have fun hanging out, but that's it. Plus I think he has a spirit of homosexuality following him. Two of his best friends are gay and I think he might be as well. That's not the main reason I don...