A Super-Woman's Diary

Okay so I told you about the ins and outs of my recent departure from my old apartment building, and the hurt and pain that has caused me. Well that is not all folks. Why is it that whenever you are going through in one area of your life, others areas become effected? I’ll tell you why…it’s because Sorrow has no Boundaries. It does just not confound to one area of the spectrum. Its wings are as wide as the sea and it covers a multitude. Now if you have read the book of Genesis, and get to the part where God is looking down on the wonderful thing he had done and he looked at Adam and thought….ummm “Man looks lonely…” right there you will find that it was God who felt like Adam was lonely and Adam himself. So with that being taught, we do NOT have that spirit of loneliness, it is only a trick of the enemy designed to confuse us and bring upon hurt and pain. So why then do I not take this teaching into account and use it for His Glory? I have an answer for that one as well. It’s easy t...

*thanks to everyone that checked in on me while I was gone* Okay so I have been away for quite some time, and I have to say that I truly miss blogging and reading other bloggers thoughts. I have been through the storm and the rain folks and let me tell you…it’s been RAINING! First off I have had to move out of my apartment last minute. Not because I was evicted or anything, but because of the living conditions. They were not befitting a Diva in no sense of the word. I was living well beneath my means. First of all the building in which I USED TO RESIDE was old as hell. …“Vintage” as my nephew likes to call it….an “old as hell, unnecessary waste of brick” is how I love to refer to it. I mean this building was run by two of the oldest, sickly people I have ever met…then they sold it to a young slumlord …”Landscum” is the name I so affectionately call him. (jerk) Anyway, my apartment was the pits and I kept on trying to turn that ugly duck into a swan…with no luck of course. I mean...

Okay so I get this email from J***** A BOY from the past....... Hello Dee Dee this is J*****. I know you might not recognize this email so I thought I would tell you who I am. How are u? I saw H***** the other day and I asked him how you were. I find myself thinking about you all the time now a days. I thought about the first time I met you. Do you remember that night? You were so scared of those motorcycles. I thought you were so cute. I remember your smile, it was so big, you made everyone smile. I also have been thinking about the night at my mother's apartment up north, you remember that? Your hands smelled like money. You used to work with that money all the time remember? I wanted to ask him for your number, but I thought you would not want to speak to me. I can understand if you didn't or you don't. I did you wrong Dee and I know it. I told tasha one time that you were my special girl. I know I said it in a joking way, but it was the truth. I have to say that I miss ...

Okay well the day is almost over and my nephew is 6 years old. Wow 6...I can remember when he was born. He was so little and he couldn't stand my yellow behind! He would always cry and act a fool when I would come around. It used to hurt my heart so bad, but I of course got over it. I remember when he started kindergarten where I used to teach. He was so scared and wanted to go home. He at this point still didn't like me very much and I wanted to help him adjust. Well he had cried so much that he made himself sick. When I went to take him in my arms he threw up all over me. Now the girlie girl that I am wanted to push him away and run in the ladies room to clean up. Inside I was screaming!!!! But I didn't. I picked him up and took him in the wash room and cleaned him up instead of myself. I think that show of pure love made him loosen up with me and we have been cool ever since. To this day he wants to go everywhere I am and calls me every night to say "I Love You...

Okay so this post won't be long at all. I am writing it as I am getting ready for work, and some how I just can't get this ish off my mind. This past Saturday I had to work and I didn't get off until around 4pm. Well I was supposed to attend a fabulous wedding on the Gold Coast and I had yet to get a gift. Well I had it all planned out that after work I was going to swing on by the house slip into something fabulous, swing on by my favorite department store, pick up a great gift and make the reception at least. Well my girl called me at work and asked me was I still coming and I told her that I will be running late. I told her that I had yet to pick up a gift and she offered to pick one up for me. 1st mistake I told her what I was looking for and I arranged to pay her when I got to the wedding. When I got home I called her to check on the progress of the gift she was buying and she didn't answer the phone. Well, since I was already running late and I absolutely hate bei...

Email From Linny: Subject: Every Woman Should Know A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra. (1 out of 2 ain't bad...right?) A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...One friend who always makes her laugh... And one who lets her cry... (check) A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...A good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family ...(check) A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE at least 4 matching plates, Wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored. (check) A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...A feeling of control over her destiny ...(damn...) EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love without losing herself ...(I don't know if I totally agree with this here one...) EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... HOW TO QUIT A JOB, BREAK UP WITH A LOVER AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP ...(check) EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... When to try harder ... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY .(working on it) EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... That she can...

13 Msgs on Myspace from total jerks. 12 Were pretty suggestive. 11 Minutes went by before the phone rang...I wanted to scream! 10 Days until my youngest nephews birthday!!!! Awwww Jaylend:) 09 Days until pay day. Don't come asking for any money ...(tee hee) 08 Pairs of stockings left in the drawer. 07 Boxes to start packing with. 06 Is how old my nephew will be...he's growing up so fast. 05 Minutes til I fall asleep at this computer. 04 Mice I found in the past 5 months...I'm so sick of this place! 03 Times we talked today...that's pretty good don't you think? 02 More Weeks until Wicked! And... 01 More day until I view my new apartment! It's been a long time coming *sigh of relief* Tick Tock...Tick Tock U.W.R.A:)