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Happy Holidaze!!!!

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From Me To You...Almost When this seasons comes along, I always want to wish everyone in the entire world a very Merry Christmas. Then I think about all the people that are less fortunate then I am. So I want to encourage then to keep the Faith..... Hey, Everyone is not as fortunate as I am right? Happy Holidays...Everyone!

The Pain Was Preparation For My Destiny Pt2

Okay, so I told you guys about my very harrowing experience and Green eyed CSI encounter, well I am back with part two of the on going saga I like to call “My Life” I tell you folks, I should sign myself up for one of those reality TV shows and make myself millions. I would call it “Diva Down In Aisle 7” It would be like “Being Bobby Brown” minus the cracked out, fowl mouth wife and court appearances of course. My ratings will go through the roof! Well let’s see since part 1 I have had major oral surgery and conjunctivitis in my right eye, which the Doctor said could have caused me to go blind in that eye; had I waited another day. That alone makes me shout “Thank you Jesus!” Could you imagine me wearing a patch over one eye like some old broken down Jack Sparrow…I was so grateful. Anyway, during that time I had to take almost a week off, and let me tell you that was so very hard for me. I am a true Virgo, and my mind has to be stimulated at all times…if not…you lost me for sure. I...

The Pain Was Preparation For My Destiny Pt1

Okay so I told you about the ins and outs of my recent departure from my old apartment building, and the hurt and pain that has caused me. Well that is not all folks. Why is it that whenever you are going through in one area of your life, others areas become effected? I’ll tell you why…it’s because Sorrow has no Boundaries. It does just not confound to one area of the spectrum. Its wings are as wide as the sea and it covers a multitude. Now if you have read the book of Genesis, and get to the part where God is looking down on the wonderful thing he had done and he looked at Adam and thought….ummm “Man looks lonely…” right there you will find that it was God who felt like Adam was lonely and Adam himself. So with that being taught, we do NOT have that spirit of loneliness, it is only a trick of the enemy designed to confuse us and bring upon hurt and pain. So why then do I not take this teaching into account and use it for His Glory? I have an answer for that one as well. It’s easy t...

Imagine Me

*thanks to everyone that checked in on me while I was gone* Okay so I have been away for quite some time, and I have to say that I truly miss blogging and reading other bloggers thoughts. I have been through the storm and the rain folks and let me tell you…it’s been RAINING! First off I have had to move out of my apartment last minute. Not because I was evicted or anything, but because of the living conditions. They were not befitting a Diva in no sense of the word. I was living well beneath my means. First of all the building in which I USED TO RESIDE was old as hell. …“Vintage” as my nephew likes to call it….an “old as hell, unnecessary waste of brick” is how I love to refer to it. I mean this building was run by two of the oldest, sickly people I have ever met…then they sold it to a young slumlord …”Landscum” is the name I so affectionately call him. (jerk) Anyway, my apartment was the pits and I kept on trying to turn that ugly duck into a swan…with no luck of course. I mean...

Naomi Says I'm Not Healed...

Okay so I get this email from J***** A BOY from the past....... Hello Dee Dee this is J*****. I know you might not recognize this email so I thought I would tell you who I am. How are u? I saw H***** the other day and I asked him how you were. I find myself thinking about you all the time now a days. I thought about the first time I met you. Do you remember that night? You were so scared of those motorcycles. I thought you were so cute. I remember your smile, it was so big, you made everyone smile. I also have been thinking about the night at my mother's apartment up north, you remember that? Your hands smelled like money. You used to work with that money all the time remember? I wanted to ask him for your number, but I thought you would not want to speak to me. I can understand if you didn't or you don't. I did you wrong Dee and I know it. I told tasha one time that you were my special girl. I know I said it in a joking way, but it was the truth. I have to say that I miss ...

I Used To Hate Her...The Flipside Of Love.

Okay well the day is almost over and my nephew is 6 years old. Wow 6...I can remember when he was born. He was so little and he couldn't stand my yellow behind! He would always cry and act a fool when I would come around. It used to hurt my heart so bad, but I of course got over it. I remember when he started kindergarten where I used to teach. He was so scared and wanted to go home. He at this point still didn't like me very much and I wanted to help him adjust. Well he had cried so much that he made himself sick. When I went to take him in my arms he threw up all over me. Now the girlie girl that I am wanted to push him away and run in the ladies room to clean up. Inside I was screaming!!!! But I didn't. I picked him up and took him in the wash room and cleaned him up instead of myself. I think that show of pure love made him loosen up with me and we have been cool ever since. To this day he wants to go everywhere I am and calls me every night to say "I Love You...

It's A "Wrap"

Okay so this post won't be long at all. I am writing it as I am getting ready for work, and some how I just can't get this ish off my mind. This past Saturday I had to work and I didn't get off until around 4pm. Well I was supposed to attend a fabulous wedding on the Gold Coast and I had yet to get a gift. Well I had it all planned out that after work I was going to swing on by the house slip into something fabulous, swing on by my favorite department store, pick up a great gift and make the reception at least. Well my girl called me at work and asked me was I still coming and I told her that I will be running late. I told her that I had yet to pick up a gift and she offered to pick one up for me. 1st mistake I told her what I was looking for and I arranged to pay her when I got to the wedding. When I got home I called her to check on the progress of the gift she was buying and she didn't answer the phone. Well, since I was already running late and I absolutely hate bei...