A Super-Woman's Diary

I am feeling so rejected right now. I had to say that out loud. I don't feel any better, but I had to say it. I had to slap the Devil in his face with the very thing he is trying use to hurt me with. I have been down this road so many times til it is not funny anymore. I find myself standing outside of myself and shaking my head thinking "how did I get here again..." How did I get here? I walked right into the line of fire that's how. Just when I thought I was over the BIG "R"...here it is again. Allow me to introduce you to the "R" it's real name is Rejection and it is an ugly emotion to feel. It's main purpose is to make you feel less then adequate and unsure of yourself. I am well acquainted with this emotion and I have been fighting like hell to get rid of it. I hate when I am made to feel unsure of myself by anyone...especially by me. I am my own worst enemy. I was first introduced to Rejection when I was a little girl. See my Father l

Okay as I lay here and listen to the screaming and yelling, fussing and fighting from the couple next door, I realize just how blessed I am to be single. I get lonely like the rest and I often long for the need for companionship, but when all is said and done...I am truly gratful for singledom. Now they (the couple next door) have been yelling since 11:47 and it is now a quarter to 1 in the morning. It amazes me what some people will take from another. I can remember being crazy about this guy who was and is in love with another girl. I mean what else could it be...he would take so much from her and off her that it was only befitting to call it love. Toni Braxton sings a song called "Trippin" in the song there is a line that says "Ain't nobody ever proved their loved when/things are all good and two people are smiling/Love is found way down in the trenches when/he's throwing a fit and she's sitting there crying" I always thought that line was made up or