A Super-Woman's Diary

"You laugh at me because I'm different, I laugh at you because you're all the same." ~ Unknown * Will my head ever stop hurting? It feels like little tiny people are jumping around in my head right now. * definitely gonna do it tonight... Dye my hair Zeddy...Dye my hair:) * Gonna go shopping with my girl Millz... That oughta be fun! * Wonder if I should buy those jeans this weekend?...Hummmmmmm. * If they find out I'm dead...well I will die....No I take that back...I'll kill them! *Why does he keep txting me? I don't like him. *Is it to late for me to join the Army? Go Army.com be all you can be Dee~Dee....lol:) * Seems like a Monday to me. I'm bored as heck right now. * Bulls pulled one off huh? That's interesting... *Kevin Garnett looks good in a Pinstriped suit! Damn! *Traci sent me a pick today...it really blew my mind! *Wanna see it? *What woman can take all that in? Huh? Tell me... *The Snitch is a lonely woman...I think she needs some dingal

Okay so I am feeling a little sad right now. I feel like crying but the tears just won't come out. Maybe that is just the Lord's way of telling me to get over myself. I don't know...all I know is that I am sad. I was on the bus yesterday on my way home and when the bus driver finally reached the bus terminal, after being held up by a train that took forever to go pass, there were five loud boisterous women waiting to get on. They each had a little baby either in a stroller or on their hip....little babies...Practically newborns. Anyway, they get on and they are just as loud as they could be. Calling one another the "B" word and cursing up a storm. One girl in particular had her baby on one arm and a cigarette in her hand...blowing smoke all in the baby's face. It made me sick to my stomach I tell you that. I was so out done. They get on and hold up the line of other people waiting to get on. and one girl let's her babies stroller down and leaves it in the

Okay so I am at the Fudruckers with the fam celebrating my oldest nephews birthday on Saturday...the same day as my break~up from my "so called" ...speaking of that, I am reading this wonderful book entitled What did I do wrong? by Liz Pryor . It's about the break~ups that no one talks about...those of the "girlfriends" I mean we talk to our girlfriends about the break~ups we have with our boyfriends, but who can we talk to about the break~ups with our "girlfriends"? Interesting isn't it? Good reading. Chk it out if you want. Anyway, so were walking in the restaurant and behind us are these tech's or nurses or whatever they were from the hospital near by. I think they were on lunch or something. So I walk in and go up to the counter to place my order. Two of the women were right behind me and the other two were at my side. My Mother and nephews were on my other side and my sister was bringing up the rear. Well I knew exactly what I wanted caus

Okay so told myslef that I wasn't gonna lose any sleep over that little thing that happened on yesterday concerning my "So Called" and me, but dangit I can't get my mind off that ish! It was the most un~called for mess that I have ever had the dis~pleasure of enduring...and that is saying alot about this here thing, because I have endured some whoppers in my lifetime. Now, since this thing had me tossing and turning all night long, I had to re~evaluate the whole thing from the very beginning. I mean this thing had me so upset that I developed a very uncomfortable toothache on the side of my mouth that doesn't even have any cavities. The pain was so bad it woke me right up out of my sleep and I couldn't even find my way back. Now I am at work minus my normal fresh and fabulous looking self, and I have to take this look on to a party celebrating my nephews 15th birthday *Happy Birthday Bobble!*... maybe I will stop by Walgreens and pick up some Neutrogen clean

"Friend...there will never be a Friend...as Dear to me as You. There will never be a Blood...closer then a Brother. Friend, always worth the wait...Faithful as the day, you said we are friends..." Israel New Breed Okay so I was sitting here working hard for my money when a "So Called" called my cell and since we are not allowed to use cell phones at work, I called her back on the company phone. *taking time to breathe*.......I don't have the time nor the brain power right now to get into what she said...how the conversation went...or anything like that. All I can say is that she and I are no longer friends and that this makes the 5th one in like four months. You see when God is taking you to ANOTHER LEVEL in him, you lose the "So Calleds" almost instantly. At that moment of losing her "friendship", I turned on my Ipod and pressed shuffle...and wouldn't you know it God spoke to my heart. 'Friend' by Israel New Breed was playi

The Thursday Thirteen will return next week.... Okay so today I am in my first pair of........of......Oh God I can't even say it......Sneakers! That's right Gym shoes if you will. It is the most un~natural thing...ever. I mean I feel like a boy in these things. I don't feel feminine at all. I don't! I was on the bus today and when I tried to cross my legs, it felt awkward. I tried the left, I tried the right, but nothing felt right to me. I just felt plain. Then I had to get off the bus and pick up a cake from Jewels and when I walked in the store, I felt like everyone was looking at my feet. And then the cake design lady tried to give me an attitude when I asked her to put a name on the cake. And let me tell you it is hard to get huffy in scrubs and.....*looking like I am about to vomit* Gym shoes. I made it work though. I mean she was putting words on another cake so me being a customer, why couldn't she put words on my cake as well. That's a whole other story

Okay so I went Car shopping on Saturday and let me say it is more then a notion. I went online and found the car that I wanted at CarMax and did all my home work and what not only to get a complete run around when I got there. First of all why do men think women don't know a single thing about cars? That really burns me up when they do that. I mean I know more then you think I know. I once had to teach myself how to drive a stick when the repo man came to take my ex...ex....ex....ex...ex....ex....ex (you get the point right?) sex buddies car one day. I jumped in and parked that boy around the corner and didn't even bat an eyelash. Maybe it was the adrenaline that moved me to do it...or maybe it was the thought of his penis that did the trick. Either way I was moved. So when I got to the car place and dude treated me like a dumb blonde...I got pissed! I called one of my guy friends to come with me just so the presence of a man, would make them ease up off your girl. So when we a

Stop by and chk out my 13 things.... Okay so I am dating this guy who out of all my daters this month I have the most interest in, and things were going pretty well until the other day. Now some may take this as a bad thing and others might not...I am sort of in between the two. This guy is a Chicago Policeman who stands about 6'2 about 190ish and he has Cancer...well it is in it's early stages so it's not bad as it could be. Now when I met this guy , which was at a(and don't laugh Millz ) Kareoke Bar, He had this shoulder length dark curly hair. I found it appealing, but that wasn't why I liked him. He had this sexy manly voice that could rival any late night radio DJ. I found it appealing, but that wasn't why I liked him. He was tall like a basketball player with strength to match. It was appealing, but that wasn't why I liked him. He had a great career and plenty of money to spend. It was appealing, but that wasn't why I liked him. He looked like

Okay so my Chica Brea got this idea and suggested that we try it...so I am gonna give it a go every Thursday and see what trouble I might get into. For when you know all there is to know about me...I have to kill you! 13 Things About Dee~Dee.... Today I pointed my finger in cops face as if to say Ni**a Please! And he let me off with a warning. The good thing about that is he was cute. I don't like short men. Well I like every body, but short men turn me off for some reason. Now watch the Lord send me a not so tall man for a husband....I bind that up in the name of Jesus! (laughing) I once signed up to be a policewoman and went through the training and what not. But as soon as they told me to climb the ropes and run for miles...barbie (as one girl put...she was nasty to me anyway) couldn't do it. I just couldn't do it! It was hard...I felt like a man. They asked the group of us who wants stay and who wants to leave. And your girl went all the way home. I will buy a hundred p

Okay so this girl I know...(cause every girl I know is not my friend)...is having a baby. Now that is a good thing, I mean babies are wonderful little creatures that grow up to be wonderful bigger creatures that sometimes will work your last nerve...but you still love them. Well this young lady that I have had the pleasure and at times...not so pleasure of knowing....IS THE DUMBEST BROAD I HAVE EVER HAD THE PLEASURE OF KNOWING!!! She is not fit to be any ones mother, nor should she be allowed to carry the one that is on the way. I know it is not my place to judge but DANGIT this ish needs to be said! Now ya'll know that I have the tendency to put folk on blast by calling out their names in my blog posts...well this broad will be no exception. The fool in question is one Marla Taylor and she is currently 8 months pregnant. This will be Marla's first child. She is 35 years old and needs her a** whooped! Not for being 35 and pregnant, but for being 35 and still drinking and smokin

Okay so I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THESE THANGS. AND HAD TO BITE IT FROM GQ AND KHALLI. I really have a gang of things to write about, it's just hard to do while the company SNITCH is around. So for the time being....here I go:) 1. If you had to name the most difficult thing about being a teenager today, what would you say? I'd say it would have to be the lack of community involvement. We I was a teen...the whole neighborhood got involved to help keep us straight. 2. If you had to name the most overrated actor in Hollywood, who would it be? I love him but...Terrence Howard. He can't hold a candle stick to Don Cheadle 3. If you had to name the one personality trait that you have tried the hardest to change in yourself, what would you say? Attitude...not letting it show on my face. 4. If you could go back for one minute to the Garden of Eden and give Adam advice, what would you say? "Be a man for crying out loud! That's really what the Lord is waiting to see in you. You are

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I am about to scream! I swear. I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs right now! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! But since I can't do that I will do something fun instead.... (saw this in my fashion bible....Instyle) My Name is......Deirdre(betta not never call me that in public) Childhood Ambition......To be a Flithy Rich Housewife! Fondest Memory......Drinking hot cocoa on christmas day. Indulgence......SHOES, SHOES AND MORE SHOES! Last Purchase......Sponge Bob Slippers. Favorite Movie......The Five Heartbeats. Inspiration......Ambition and my Mother. My Life......Is not perfect...but it's all me! My Card......Is American Express, but its MAXED OUT RIGHT! My Life. My card....... What's in your wallet? LMAO? U.W.R.A:)