A Super-Woman's Diary

I was reading my friends blog today and I came across this lovely meme...I love these things...so here I go: I am not: The woman that I should be however, I am not the woman I used to be. Now that's real talk right there! I hurt: The most when my Family and I disagree on anything. I think: Wayyyyyyy too much. About the life I could have had if I had of just listened to the Lord in the first place, instead of going with my own way. I hate: LIARS and THIEVES! I know hate is a strong word, but I can't help myself right now.... I hear: The voice of the Lord every time I try to do something out of his will for my life. I cry: Mostly at night when everything and everyone is gone and over with. I care: About everyone...even those that I don't know. It's in my nature I think. I love too hard. I feel alone: At night when it's quite. When my mind starts to wander. I listen: To that little voice inside my head that tells me everything in going to be alright. I hide:

Okay so the computer system has been down here at work and I haven't been able to blog or read anyone's blog for the past three days. Well they came up like 40 min ago and I am happy as a clam! I love to blog (write) it's my way of releasing anything that is being held hostage in my soul . Damn! that was tight!!!! Anyway, I had a small situation to take place at work today. You see I believe I am the most miss-understood woman on the face of the planet...and I can say that because I don't know every woman on the face of the planet, and they don't know me. This is what happen. I was having a great day until my co worker (the snitch!) started to freak out about the system still being down from the horrible Strom that took place on last week. Which by the way claimed several lives, including that of a 6 year old girl on a camping trip with her family. *a moment of silence for those lost lives................Amen* Anyway the storm knocked our our computer system and

Okay so I went shopping with an associate of mine last week and it became more then I "Bargained" for. I had to pick up my Mother's birthday gift (which was on Sat...Millz, she said you could have stopped on by...."Knuckle head" now that's love girl!) and do some shopping of my own while I was out. I went to Carson's first which is my favorite department store, but they didn't have what I was looking for so we went to Lord and Taylor and Fields. Now Fields is a fabulous store as well, except I always get into major trouble whenever I enter that store. Well I found what I was looking for, for my Mother and I made my purchase. A few steps away from me was the girl I had gone to the store with and she was looking at some jewelry. This girl and I are not really that close and we might hang out every now and then, esplly to do some shopping. I met her through a longtime friend of mine who is stationed in Iraq right now. (missing you Laroy!) She and La

Okay so besides the fact that I just broke off an unhealthy relationship with a certain SBC man, I also had to get rid of "so called" number 5 for this year. This was a woman that I have helped through almost every facet in her life. Through her breast cancer scare, through her home going into foreclosure, through her child's father going to prison, and here recently, her boyfriend drama. Mess after mess I was there, for you see that is how I do all my friendships...I'm there to the end. How is it that when two ppl are arguing and fighting, someone who is not even there (me) gets thrown into the mix? That was something that always concerned me.....always concerned me. Here it is, my latest "so called" casualty Bran pronounced (Bra-wn) like the paper towel and this other woman we both know but of which Bran had more of a relationship with, got into a fight and somewhere between the slaps and screams; my name was dropped and I got a horrible phone call from B

.......Yes this is for YOU! U.W.R.A:)

My Favorite Quotes: 1. " We allow our ignorance to prevail upon us and make us think we can survive alone, alone in patches, alone in groups, alone in races, even alone in genders. " Maya Angelou 2. " Think of all the beauty still left around you and be happy. " Anne Frank, Diary of a Young Girl, 1952 3. " True love brings up everything - you're allowing a mirror to be held up to you daily. " Jennifer Aniston, O Magazine, February 2004 4. " Beauty? Let me tell you something - being thought of as 'a beautiful woman' has spared me nothing in life. No heartache, no trouble. Love has been difficult. Beauty is essentially meaningless and it is always transitory. " Halle Berry 5. " Just because you love someone doesn't mean you have to be involved with them. Love is not a bandage to cover wounds. " Hugh Elliott, Standing Room Only weblog, February 16, 2004 6. " Courage is fear that has said its prayers. " Dorothy Be