A Super-Woman's Diary

Okay so I get this email from J***** A BOY from the past....... Hello Dee Dee this is J*****. I know you might not recognize this email so I thought I would tell you who I am. How are u? I saw H***** the other day and I asked him how you were. I find myself thinking about you all the time now a days. I thought about the first time I met you. Do you remember that night? You were so scared of those motorcycles. I thought you were so cute. I remember your smile, it was so big, you made everyone smile. I also have been thinking about the night at my mother's apartment up north, you remember that? Your hands smelled like money. You used to work with that money all the time remember? I wanted to ask him for your number, but I thought you would not want to speak to me. I can understand if you didn't or you don't. I did you wrong Dee and I know it. I told tasha one time that you were my special girl. I know I said it in a joking way, but it was the truth. I have to say that I miss ...

Okay well the day is almost over and my nephew is 6 years old. Wow 6...I can remember when he was born. He was so little and he couldn't stand my yellow behind! He would always cry and act a fool when I would come around. It used to hurt my heart so bad, but I of course got over it. I remember when he started kindergarten where I used to teach. He was so scared and wanted to go home. He at this point still didn't like me very much and I wanted to help him adjust. Well he had cried so much that he made himself sick. When I went to take him in my arms he threw up all over me. Now the girlie girl that I am wanted to push him away and run in the ladies room to clean up. Inside I was screaming!!!! But I didn't. I picked him up and took him in the wash room and cleaned him up instead of myself. I think that show of pure love made him loosen up with me and we have been cool ever since. To this day he wants to go everywhere I am and calls me every night to say "I Love You...