A Super-Woman's Diary

You never said you would hold my hand You never said you were my man You never said you would calm my fears You never said you would wipe my tears You never said such So why then do I love you so much? You never said you would stop on through You never said your love was true You never said I was the one You never said it wasn’t just fun You never said such So why then do I love you so much? You never said you would take me out You never said that I wouldn’t have to shout You never said I wouldn’t have to cry You never said you would give it a try You never said such So why then do I love you so much? You never said you were my mate You never said I should wait You never said we would never be apart You never said you wouldn’t break my heart You never said such So why then do I love you so much? You never said you would call at night So I could sleep knowing you were alright You never said you would hold me in your arms You never said to fall for your charms You never said such So why...

Okay so this makes the 7th day that I have not heard from him and I am so pissed off right now that I can’t even cry... I want to but I can’t. Or better yet I won’t. It’s all my fault too folks for you see on Friday I did something that I promised myself I wouldn’t do again. That’s right I told myself I was not going to call him and I did. Well I didn’t call for myself; I called for the ministry…don’t laugh! I did…I called for the ministry building at my church. Okay here is the story. Day 1 ~ January 16, 2006 Well actually by the time he got to my house it was the 17th. Anyway, my door bell rings and its Tony the love of my life as far as fate is concerned. He claims to have been concerned about me for when he tried to call me on both lines he got no answer. This prompted this out of the blue visit. We talked for a bit and then he fixed my computer…well sort of. Then we talked some more and next thing you know we were having sex *it had been a long time for me folks…a long time* (side...

Okay as you can tell I am having some real issues with my computer, and therefore I will not be able to come by as often as I would like to...sigh... I am at my NEW JOB right now and I had a moment to poke my head in and say hello and let my blogfriends know what was up....(Sony) I am happy that I did stop in for a minute, cause otherwise I might have never seen that wonderful pic of FOXY! he is a HOTTIE YA'LL! Well, anyway I miss you guys so very much and when the lord blesses me to get my PC fixed or buy a new one...I will be back and Lord knows I will have lots to say! Folks can call it what they want..."taking blogging and blog friends to serious..." "blogging is taking over my life..." "More internet friends then real life ones..." Whatever the case maybe, I happen to like the folks that I have had the opt to meet via Blogger and there ain't nothing ya'll can do about it! Until We Read Again... Mills Teej Reesie Bkbabe Diva Goddess ...

Got this idea from Teej chk him out. I just had to put my world spin on it! Okay so how many remember the Ally McBeal show? Remember how she would have a conversation with someone and then (in her mind) straight jap off on that person? Well that has been my month so far...well part of Dec as well. Some ppl will make you wanna go there with them, but then it is up to you as to whether you will have seasoning or NOT!...esplly depending on where you are at the time. So here are just a few of my Ally McBeal moments... 1. Church member inquiring of my where abouts...but didn't pray. What I said: Oh, well I have just been working hun. You know...have to pay those bills. Thanks for asking sweet heart. What I wanted to say: I've been working heifer, you know that thing you do to earn money in order to pay bills and make ends meet? Oh that's right you don't know...seeing how you can't hold down a job for more the a day or two. And now you have become a "house wife...

....Well actually 101...Teehee:) Okay so it's 2006 and I have made just one news years resolution...and that is to Happy! And Happy! I shall be. Now in order for me to be Happy! I have to do the following things. (not necessarily in this order) ~I have to rid myself of any and all negative ppl...that includes family. For my Bible tells me that God will go back and get them, so I have no worries as far as that goes. ~I must seek God in all things big or small. For my Bible tells me to mind the things of the spirit, and the natural things will follow. ~I have to have more patience and exercise it! For my Bible tells that patience is a virture and I am to be a virtuous woman. ~I must read the word more and prayer more. For my Bible tells me to pray without ceasing and in order for certain things to come to pass...I must fast more. ~I have to take the word CAN'T out of my vocabulary. For my Bible tells me I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me. ~I have to...