A Super-Woman's Diary

Urgent Please read....... This is deep!!!! Okay so I walk in and you see me. You see that my hair is done, my outfit is fierce and I carry myself like a lady. I smile at you but you roll your eyes at me, then, turn your head and whisper something to your girl. Why you hatin'? Okay... so maybe I'm a new employee and this is my first day at work. I almost thought I would be the only sista in the joint until someone introduced us to one another. I smile and extend my hand, happy to know I won't be here alone. You smile and shake my hand but there's insincerity in your eyes and your hand is limp. You seem guarded. What's wrong girlfriend? Okay ...so maybe my man and I have been having problems. And since you've been my best friend for years I confide in you that I think he's cheating on me. You offer your support. Until I find out that he's been cheating on me....with you! Why would you hurt me like that? I found your knife girl.....it's in my back. As w...

1. She's getting married...well sort of.... 2. Did she really wear black? 3. Yes I did have four glasses....what's your point! 4. Had to be drunk in order to witness that there mess...ha ha ha!! 5. Sorry Shelly, but your girl was a mess! 6. Four splits? WTF? This ain't carwash! 7. Several Mary J look~a~likes 8. Tacky decorations...rainbow theme... 9. No offense plz.... 10. Where's that waiter guy at with my drinks! 11. Wished Mills was there with me... 12. Can they be anymore gay? 13. No wonder they didn't ask us.... 14. 8 hours, 45 minutes and 22 seconds of Studio 54 music 15. Shelly didn't want to say no. 16. Fake Minister... 17. Fake Wedding... 18. Real Love... 19. She had to be drunk when she said good things about him. 20. Totally!!! 21. He was her brother that's why! 22. Only family will allow such things. 23. Her mother was not happy... 24. I was happy for her...does that count? 25. Why did she invite them? 26. Waiter! 27. Get off me Mary J number 4!!...

Okay so yesterday marked the 26th year I spent St. Valentines Day Sans Amor' aka alone in love. I used to hate Valentines Day with as much passion that can rivial any romantic movie. But this year I think I have come to grips with the fact that I am one...single...alone and not so much afraid of that idea as i used to be. I can remember my first Valentines Day experience, it was when I was 6 years old and my Mother was taking me shopping for a new pair of shoes...even at 6 I was a shoe diva:) Anyway, we went to a department store and I saw all the beautiful decorations and pretty pink and red boxes and paper and the most beautiful ribbon I have ever seen. Then I saw grown ups buying things like jewelry, candy and candles. My mother told me that they were buying those things for their husband/wives or girlfriends/boyfriends. I thought that was the most beautiful thing I had ever heard of. I mean the fact that someone thought so much of someone that they wanted to make them smile. An...

Okay so I went ice skating the other day and let me tell you...it is harder then it looks folks! I must have fell a badrillion times. But if anyone asks me later on I of course will deny it! Anyway, I was asked out by the FedX man. First let me take you back a little bit. I was set to walgreens by my mother who just so happens to live on the 1st floor of the same building as myself...that's torture all by it's self. Now she has to pass the Walgreens on the way home from work every single day, and why she didn't stop in on her way home...I have no idea. So after coming home, taking off her clothes and making herself comfortable, she asks me to go. Well I of course go because I could never tell my mother no. On my way to walgreens some dude in a big a** green truck decides that his side of the road is not enough room for him, so he tries to run me off the road just so he can get in my...I repeat my lane.....I hate that ish! For crying out loud...wait your turn! Then I get to ...

Okay so I have been working at the ministry building of my church for the past few weeks and I have to say that it has been very very rewarding. At first I was a little bit uneasy about working there because I didn't always get along or have good experiences with some of the workers there. *aka church folks*, but I have to say I am truly enjoying them and their company. I am getting a better understanding of them and their ways. I have always felt like when ppl say things to me that were mean or hateful , that they had a nasty attitude or something, but I am finding out that they might not have an attitude at all; that it doesn't have anything to do with me at all. They are just having a bad day and need someone to take their frustrations out on...and it just happened to be me at that time. Not that, that makes it right, I just have to learn how not to take everything so personally. I am learning that God is not concerned with what ppl or how ppl treat me...he is concerned with...