A Super-Woman's Diary

Okay so, for a while now I have known that my place of employment was being sold to this slave driving Doctor on the North side, but what I didn't know was that they old owner placed a bid for all 5 sites. That's not the strange part, for if I once owned something and had it snatched out from under me, I would want it back as well. No, the strange part about that is...the very people who took the business from him, now wants to sell it back! WTF ? Can you believe that ish ! They talked about this man like a dog and now that the slave driving doctor wants to buy it and turn us all into Hebrews, they want the old guy to buy it back. This can work in two ways: 1) For the good of the company....in the since that he will definitely keep all the newer employees (namely me) because we had nothing to do with the scandalizing his name. 2) For the worst.... for those who have put their mouth on him and the way he does business. I have never met this man, and I have heard nothing but ...

Okay, so I was watching T.V. last night and one of those Mac commercials came on. In this one the PC guy had this man standing behind him who sort of looks like an "Agent" from the Matrix movies, and he is repeating everything the Mac says, and at the end he says... "Cancel or Allow" That statement got me to thinking about all the things in my life that would garner the question... Cancel or Allow....let's see shall we: Statement: New job owner wants to make you work weekends all the time. Cancel or Allow? Cancel! Hell to the No! I refuse to work on a Sunday. That is my day of Worship. Not gonna happen! Notice to Mr. Samad ...NOT GONNA HAPPEN! Statement: Management wants to make me lead front desk support and delegate 2 fellow staff members work load. Cancel or Allow? Cancel! There ain't no way I am going to be responsible for any body's work but my own. Shoo ks , I am hard on my own self, and my work ethic is off the charts. So I know if one of t...

Okay as I tunnel through the 5 Stages of Grief , and I am still stuck in Anger ...(yeah that's right I am still here!) I have a few things to get off my chest. First of all let me say that this post is not about all men. And when you are hurting you have to let it out exactly how you are feeling it, and right now..I'm just bitter! I am still yet suffering from heartache from a certain man who shall remain nameless unless I get totally pissed off during the typing of this post. Let me start at the middle. I told this particular "man child" back in Dec 06 to take a hike! Well not in those exact words, but it went something like that. I had gotten fed up with him and his bullshit! I had reached my boiling point with him and he had to go! I invited him to my Churches watch night service for New Years Eve and he stood me up...talking about he didn't get the msg ...yeah right! Mighty funny how my msgs are the only ones you miss! Anyway, after that I told him never...

Okay so my Diva from the Chi won the Oscar last night!!!!! I was so very proud and I don't even know the woman...but I know how to give credit where credit is do..... DO THE DANG THANG Jennifer! It is rare for any actor to receive critical acclaim and awards buzz long before their film’s nationwide theatrical release. But Jennifer Hudson joined that elite league in 2006, when her performance in the big screen adaptation of the stage musical, “Dreamgirls” was touted as a shoe-in for all major acting awards – even before the movie premiered in theaters. In February of that year, she was even named “Female Star of Tomorrow” by ShoWest (the film industry’s largest annual convention). It all amounted to an impressive debut for a shy and sweet Midwestern girl who never had any formal training in music and acting and whose biggest prior credit was being unanimously voted off “American Idol” (Fox, 2002- ) in the show’s third season. Born on Sept. 12, 1981, Jennifer Kate Hudson grew up in...

" The sad thing about this article is that the essence of it is true. The truth hurts. I just hope this sets more Black people in motion towards making real progress. " Dee Lee ""Chris Rock, a Black comedian, even joked that Blacks don't read. Help prove them wrong! Read and pass on. Please Note:For those of you who heard it, this is the article Dee Lee was reading one morning on a New York radio station. For those of you who didn't hear it, this is very deep. This is a heavy piece and a Caucasian wrote it. From CFP Harvard Financial Educators: Dee Lee Reading: THEY ARE STILL OUR SLAVES. We can continue to reap profits from the Black people without the effort of physical slavery. Look at the current methods of containment that they use on themselves: IGNORANCE, GREED,and SELFISHNESS . Their IGNORANCE is the primary weapon of containment. A great man once said, "The best way to hide something from Black people is to put it ina book." We now live i...

Okay so I am bored to death here at work, so I need to make me a list. Lord, where are the patients at? It's slow as molasses right now! And her voice is getting on my nerves! As I sit here looking out the window of my job, I notice that my car needs washing....BADLY! Looks more Grey then White right now. Now watch it snow once I wash that car...that burns me up. I am a "Millionaire" in training! So watch what you say to me. My face has gone down tremendously. Those are some wonder drugs! She kept on looking at me like I had been in a fight or something...noz heifer! He asked me out to the show...I think I will go. He was always nice ppl to be around. SBC called today. It was nice to hear his voice. But surprisingly nothing kicked up inside of me....that's a good thing. Could this day get any drier....Dee Dee thinking...."I wanna go home!!!!" Need to pay my cell phone bill when I get off. I hope they are not crowded...they usually are. She has found her Prin...

Dear Heavenly Father in Jesus name I thank you for this day that you have made and that I will never see again. I thank you for being able to see and hear this day. I'm blessed because you are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and you keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing and caused you to grieve. I I ask now for forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all hurt harm and danger. Help me continue this day with a positive attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of this day and every day that comes after it. Clear my mind that I may be able to hear from you. Let me not whine or whimper over things I have no control over. I know that when I can't pray, you listen to my heart. Please continue use me to do your will. Continue to bless me so that I may bless others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak...keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for o...