Check My Pulse...
Okay so way back in Dec I was seeing someone who was a repeat dater from my past and well let's just say it ended for good somewhere around me WAKING THE HELL UP and BEING TIRED OF BEING TIRED...and I am as I have stated before, am enjoying my singledom...is that a word? Anyway, he gets to telling me the same lame mess that he said before and for some reason this time I finally heard it for what it truly was. Not a break up or put down, but it was the words of a scared little boy trying to convince himself of something and not me. So seriously I was cool with the whole thing. Oh yes it had a bit of a sting to it...yes it. No one in a million years could have told me that I would be single with no children at age 32...no one could have told me that. But I have come to the realization that my time is not God's time. I have always known that but things like this make it such a reality. So I am over here in the Chi having a blast doing and going wherever I want to go and having fun...