A Super-Woman's Diary

Okay so this post won't be long at all. I am writing it as I am getting ready for work, and some how I just can't get this ish off my mind. This past Saturday I had to work and I didn't get off until around 4pm. Well I was supposed to attend a fabulous wedding on the Gold Coast and I had yet to get a gift. Well I had it all planned out that after work I was going to swing on by the house slip into something fabulous, swing on by my favorite department store, pick up a great gift and make the reception at least. Well my girl called me at work and asked me was I still coming and I told her that I will be running late. I told her that I had yet to pick up a gift and she offered to pick one up for me. 1st mistake I told her what I was looking for and I arranged to pay her when I got to the wedding. When I got home I called her to check on the progress of the gift she was buying and she didn't answer the phone. Well, since I was already running late and I absolutely hate bei...

Email From Linny: Subject: Every Woman Should Know A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra. (1 out of 2 ain't bad...right?) A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...One friend who always makes her laugh... And one who lets her cry... (check) A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...A good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family ...(check) A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE at least 4 matching plates, Wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored. (check) A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...A feeling of control over her destiny ...(damn...) EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love without losing herself ...(I don't know if I totally agree with this here one...) EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... HOW TO QUIT A JOB, BREAK UP WITH A LOVER AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP ...(check) EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... When to try harder ... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY .(working on it) EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... That she can...

13 Msgs on Myspace from total jerks. 12 Were pretty suggestive. 11 Minutes went by before the phone rang...I wanted to scream! 10 Days until my youngest nephews birthday!!!! Awwww Jaylend:) 09 Days until pay day. Don't come asking for any money ...(tee hee) 08 Pairs of stockings left in the drawer. 07 Boxes to start packing with. 06 Is how old my nephew will be...he's growing up so fast. 05 Minutes til I fall asleep at this computer. 04 Mice I found in the past 5 months...I'm so sick of this place! 03 Times we talked today...that's pretty good don't you think? 02 More Weeks until Wicked! And... 01 More day until I view my new apartment! It's been a long time coming *sigh of relief* Tick Tock...Tick Tock U.W.R.A:)

Okay so when I first started blogging, I was using this template that I am using now. I loved it at first sight because it was Pink. It didn't have any fancy shmancy graphics or none of that...it was pink and I loved it. Well I found this new template called "Top Secret" it look like an FBI file folder and I loved it. That is until it gave me the heebeedabageebees! I couldn't get that thing to act right worth a darn. So I went back to my throwback from the gate template...hey! that rhymed:) Anyway, to mark this occasion...I am posting a throwback revelation as well...enjoy! 08.22.05 Summer Of Sommerio, An Ode To Him...* A Spoken Word Post* (singing) How could an angel break my heart? Why didn't he catch my falling star(singing)...and make wish? Man I'm pissed! right now - at how - this manchild could go to such lengths to shut me out - without a doubt he captured me, cultivated me...I was caught! In a web of lies and deceit - I was trying to be discreet and m...

"I'd stuff myself into your reason/I'd lye real close and cling/I'd get small I'd even crawl for the madness you would bring/Find comfort in your tangled words/I'd be sharper then your grief/I'd gather up into the dust all of your fears/And live in the corners of what you believe/What you believe/I'd conjure up a second heart/To handle your sweet pain/I'd love you so hard/Other folks would have to strain to hear/Become your shadow and haunt/Every day of you walk/Don't you want/Just a taste/This sickness is a mutant bliss/It's a slow steady shaking into thinking/I'd evaporate without your hate/To remind I'm still here/I'm still here/I'd conjure up a second heart to handle your sweet pain/I'd love you so hard/Other folks would have to strain to hear/I'll become your shadow and haunt/Everyday of your walk/Don't you want/Just a taste." Sweet Pain by Cree Summer Okay, so I just came in from the most wonderful t...

Okay so I was at work today and I was feeling fine...you know like any other day...Then all of a sudden this feeling of sadness just engulfed me like an inferno. I began to cry and literally could not stop. Well eventually I got a grip on myself and things got back to normal. Then after work I took a stroll through the mall, not to make a purchase which I am proud to announce was a success! Anyway, as I was peering into the Macy's window like a friggin peeping tom, I saw someone who I thought I would never see in a million years. He literally looked the same as he did the last time I saw him. I mean it was almost as if he was wearing the exact same outfit he was wearing when we said what was to be our final "see you" Well once I snapped out of the whole starring thing, I gathered my thoughts and darted off in the opposite direction of Macy's all together. (See I told you I didn't buy nothing) I walked so fast back to my car and sat there all slumped down in the d...

"I told you I don't see you that way. I'm sorry. I just don't see you in that way Phillip, I see you as a good friend someone to talk to. Why can't you understand that? Then you get quite and upset when I tell you how I feel....Phillip, Phillip?" Click! He hung up on me...Wow! How do you tell someone that you are just not into them the way they are into you? How do you get someone to realize that they will never be anything more to you then a friend? I thought I had it all figured out. But I realize I don't. I mean he is a nice guy and all, I just don't see him like that. I see him as my buddy pal, you know the guy that I tell things to and share thing with. He is not my best friend or anything but we have a lot in common. We attend the same church and have fun hanging out, but that's it. Plus I think he has a spirit of homosexuality following him. Two of his best friends are gay and I think he might be as well. That's not the main reason I don...

Okay so I went to this midnight wedding the other night, and I was pit face to face with one of my biggest fears….that’s right I, Dee Dee, have a fear that is so catastrophic that I am (at times) afraid to even speak it. I have a fear of approaching men…there I said it. I don’t know if it’s because I secretly fear being rejected or if it’s because I was just raised never to do that sort of thing…like it was some type of disease or something. What ever the case may be, I can’t stand it and I know because of this very fear, I have probably let the one slip right through my fingertips…or I am in danger of letting him slip through my finger tips. I can’t help it…my throat becomes very dry, my palms get all sweaty, I becomes mad nervous, and when I do manage to find the right words to say…I can’t seem to get my brain to tell my mouth, so I wind up running off somewhere. Well the night of the wedding I ran straight for the liquid refreshment and played the invisible woman all night. Hidin...

Okay so I went to this ‘Midnight Wedding' last night, well this morning. And I have to say it was very nice. It was well planned and well thought out. It was sort of on this dinner theater vibe. I have to admit at first I thought it was going to a mess, but when I stepped into the room, my mind was changed. Before I even got ready to go, I was telling my girl Tamika about it and she said the same thing I said when I first received the invitation …. ”that’s different.” I thought so too and I made things worst in my head by giving it thumbs down from the jump. But my girl Tamika without knowing it changed my mind before I even got there. I am the kind of person that has to see it to believe it…well only on something’s…for when it comes to the Lord, I never know what I’m going to get. Well I chatted with my girl for a while then it was off to the ‘Midnight Wedding’ Now when I got the invite to this wedding that was to take place at the stroke of midnight, I was like h*ll naw! Me mis...

Okay so this story might go from one extreme to another...by that I mean, I might pull a Quentin Turrintino (chk spelling) I have so much going through my head right now, that I really want to slap someone. Okay, have you ever loaned someone some money and they act like they forgot? I mean not that people don't honestly forget things but...MONEY!!!! you don't forget that ish!!!! Well at that is my opinion on that there one. There is this lady who belongs to my church, and in my opinion I think she is CRAZY! and she needs to be on medication. I first met her when she joined the church and she became close to my best friend Deb. After that we, started to talk at church only and sometime with some people that is the way I prefer it. Well my girlfriend Deb told her that I knew how to Braid hair and she gave her my number. (that didn't bother me at first...but you know once the mess jumped off, I had to through it in her face later....now back to the story) She wanted individual...