It was inside that I cried...again.


Have you ever wanted to say something to someone but was afraid to? I find myself wanting to spill my guts to him. I am so afraid to speak my true emotions. I find it so hard to say how I really feel. Not that it matters one way or another. He has made it very clear that he does not want to be with me the same way I want to be with him. So, with that bit of knowledge, I must grow up and put my big girl panties on deal with this rejection like a woman.

..........To Be Continued

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