An Ode To "T"
An Ode To "T"
* A Spoken Word Poem*
How could an angel break my heart? Why didn't he catch my falling star...and make wish? Man I'm pissed right now - at how - this manchild could go to such lengths to shut me out - without a doubt he captured me, cultivated me...I was caught! In a web of lies and deceit - I was trying to be discreet and maintain my lady like attributes, but he tasted my forbiden fruits! and all hell broke lose.
Why in the hell did I give it up so quick and so soon, must have been the moon shining through that open "one room apartment between a little tiny space"...Chico Debarge said it first and love truly hurts.
Shit! I can feel him all the way up to my throat - as he took a toke off my love - man I think I'm in love - or in heaven on cloud nine and it's about damn time!! I waited so long to get my groove back - but will my heart stay intacted? matter of fact - he broke it once already...got damnit!! but he don't even know it!!
In the days to come I would fall deeper, deeper I would be falling into that old abyss called love. Falling like Alice into her wonderland - does he even understand, that my was so long and fierce - fierce I must be in order to keep a grasp on my sensative heart.
Well I'll be damn! my phone has not rang in three days - I'm in a maze...naw forget this crap - we needs to rap. So I called his cell...what the hell? He's not answering, have it your way, I still gots shit to say. He needs to be aware...Sh*t...Sh*t..."at the tone please leave your message after the beep" "Hi it's me...I'm calling to say that - if you don't want to be with me then damnit say that!!" I said it fast and quick - it made me sick to think that he was with her and not me...loving her and not me....sexing her and not me...Ahhhhhhhhhh!
Time went by and things seemed to be great - we were talking and listening and crying and hugging and licking and sticking and missing - one another maybe I should take this further - so I called and said come over. He came over and I went down - on him for the first time..." What's the problem? I'm I out of line?"- he said "no it's fine you just took me by surprise."...Hell I'm surprised!!
He finally left and I began to say...Why didn't you stay...Stevie Wonder said it that way. I was wondering and wandering around in my own little place - no time - no space in between to be mean - to the man I was trying so hard to understand - He had a plan from the jump - my rump anf junk got me in serious funk - I can't stand his funky little attitude...this dude was bogus!! He kept me on a stand - didn't give me a real try...this is why....he wants her - she hates him - he needs me - she hates me - I love him - he does not know - you know what I mean?
Okay so 9-20-01 the damage was done - in 10-20-01 I had some more fun...11-20-01 my heart was the one that was broke - I wanted to choke - his trifflin a**. Now the Summer of Sommerio is over and done and winter is on it's way - I just had one thing to say - I tell you the truth - that summer was one of youth that I did withstand - now it is dead like the people that man - killed in 77...the hottest summer New York ever had...my bad that was the Summer of Sam and here I am with my heart in my hand and my spirit killed you know...cause that summer was the Summer of well you know....
*Written in 2001*
* A Spoken Word Poem*
How could an angel break my heart? Why didn't he catch my falling star...and make wish? Man I'm pissed right now - at how - this manchild could go to such lengths to shut me out - without a doubt he captured me, cultivated me...I was caught! In a web of lies and deceit - I was trying to be discreet and maintain my lady like attributes, but he tasted my forbiden fruits! and all hell broke lose.
Why in the hell did I give it up so quick and so soon, must have been the moon shining through that open "one room apartment between a little tiny space"...Chico Debarge said it first and love truly hurts.
Shit! I can feel him all the way up to my throat - as he took a toke off my love - man I think I'm in love - or in heaven on cloud nine and it's about damn time!! I waited so long to get my groove back - but will my heart stay intacted? matter of fact - he broke it once already...got damnit!! but he don't even know it!!
In the days to come I would fall deeper, deeper I would be falling into that old abyss called love. Falling like Alice into her wonderland - does he even understand, that my was so long and fierce - fierce I must be in order to keep a grasp on my sensative heart.
Well I'll be damn! my phone has not rang in three days - I'm in a maze...naw forget this crap - we needs to rap. So I called his cell...what the hell? He's not answering, have it your way, I still gots shit to say. He needs to be aware...Sh*t...Sh*t..."at the tone please leave your message after the beep" "Hi it's me...I'm calling to say that - if you don't want to be with me then damnit say that!!" I said it fast and quick - it made me sick to think that he was with her and not me...loving her and not me....sexing her and not me...Ahhhhhhhhhh!
Time went by and things seemed to be great - we were talking and listening and crying and hugging and licking and sticking and missing - one another maybe I should take this further - so I called and said come over. He came over and I went down - on him for the first time..." What's the problem? I'm I out of line?"- he said "no it's fine you just took me by surprise."...Hell I'm surprised!!
He finally left and I began to say...Why didn't you stay...Stevie Wonder said it that way. I was wondering and wandering around in my own little place - no time - no space in between to be mean - to the man I was trying so hard to understand - He had a plan from the jump - my rump anf junk got me in serious funk - I can't stand his funky little attitude...this dude was bogus!! He kept me on a stand - didn't give me a real try...this is why....he wants her - she hates him - he needs me - she hates me - I love him - he does not know - you know what I mean?
Okay so 9-20-01 the damage was done - in 10-20-01 I had some more fun...11-20-01 my heart was the one that was broke - I wanted to choke - his trifflin a**. Now the Summer of Sommerio is over and done and winter is on it's way - I just had one thing to say - I tell you the truth - that summer was one of youth that I did withstand - now it is dead like the people that man - killed in 77...the hottest summer New York ever had...my bad that was the Summer of Sam and here I am with my heart in my hand and my spirit killed you know...cause that summer was the Summer of well you know....
*Written in 2001*
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Thanks a lot! I just write what I feel most of the time. I will be coming by your spot soon.
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Hey Now! Thanks girl. I wanted to try something different.
And guess what? Dude(Zack post)is trying to come around agian...I slammed the door in his face yesterday! Through the door I said..."Hardly recognized you without your bath towel and slippers..." dumbass!!
BTW...that poem is off the chain...look at you flexing that poetic muscle. Don't hurt nobody.
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